Bullying Himself

 

Bullying himself into survival

he burst upward through the water

like a cork float released

from depths imagination barely visits.

 

Could air be cleaner, sky more blue

than the immaculate dome that greeted him?

He lay like Christ on resurrection morning

when God's liquor kicked through the veins.

 

He was Adam in Eden as Eve

declared herself deliciously to him.

He was Beowulf guiding his blade

on the day Grendel died.

 

He floated in the oily gloss

and politely admitted to himself

it was good to be here.

The trinkets of his blood

 

yearned for self-expression,

the thoughtful diamonds of his brain

ached with the deceit of creativity,

and the crinkling of his toes and fingers

 

prompted him cautiously to dry land,

to safety and to livelihood (the yoke

of the wage-world) and to the beginning

of his breathlessness again.